Love Part 2?

Life's getting tough everyday for the boy but he is thankful that he gets an employment before graduation because it's quite difficult to look for it in this country. His enthusiasm drives him all this time as life is nothing but a journey for the betterment of future. The pain of being scolded (the bos always 'tiau' him for perfection) and excessive workloads in his daily life never demoralize him and he face it alone without anyone to share.

Till one day, he went to one of their main customer to deal with their quality problems complained by the customer, there he met a girl. She was about his height and a sweet person. the boy bravely approach the girl and started the conversation. She was a little bit shy except one thing... She is a foreigner so it was a little bit difficult to communicate with her.

From a simple conversation, the boy frequently visit their customer whenever problems occurred(well some are not) he felt that he has every reason to live beside than working. He can't resist his heart that he fall in L*** with her so he take the courage to tell the girl how he felt and how he can't feel the life without seeing her, calmly she accepted him. Coincidentally she lives nearby the apartment where the boy lives. During weekend and after they done with their jobs, they spent their time together at Station One Cafe at Kajang. Day by day the girl improved her Malay language and so do the boy, both of them able to understood each other. The boy felt that, there is no way he'll let this chance slipped like the last one. He even learn about their cultures. Whenever the boy got tired from work she always there for him to comfort him and he never have to face all this by himself like before it's "us" now.

He had thought about moving to Seri Kembangan for some time but there is nobody to help him and it's would be hard for both of them to meet. He needs to have a better job which offers better salary than his current job so that they can lived together comfortably. That was what the boy dreamed of.


Suddenly, the boy's family calls and asked him to return back to homeland at first the boy resist and telling them that he is happy with his life there. "You must comeback, your mother miss you so much. You should serve your homeland beside there are plenty of jobs around here. Peninsular is not your place and your're the one who'll take care of your brothers when we're not around in this world". The words was like a blade piercing through his heart because the boy cared much of his brothers. He aware that his brothers still have a long way to go to build their own life and his parent is not getting younger and they had sacrifices a lot for him to get the square hat he dreamed of. He only have a week left to make a decision. "My homeland? Why not? But..."

He didn't mentioned his family about the girl, fear that his family might object her and it would be difficult to deal with Immigration department as she is attach for two years(work permit)at their company. With a heavy heart he packed his belonging secretly from her. It's such a pain to leave someone who share the same feeling and affection toward us for some time.

It's almost Chinese New Year and the boy still remember how his ex-employer tried to ask to stay. Not even money changed his decision because when he make his decision he never look back. He gave a good farewell to the company and how grateful and honored he is working for them and all the chances given to him. Next day the boy planned something special for her and brought the girl around KL for shopping and lunch. She was very delighted when the boy saw her face, deep inside his heart "I wish this moments never end, I'm sorry, I have to go"

On the last night, the boy asked the girl to have a dinner with him around 9.00 p.m. He gave the girl a silver necklace and he say that she look beautiful wearing it but he didn't mention anything about his departure. She loved the gift and say "Thank you, I love you". The girl didn't know that this night was the last night they spent their time together as lover. He ordered a special cuisine, her favourite, and then he asked the Station One workers to sing a song for her, it was her birthday what a coincident and the girl gives the boy a hug and kiss him on the cheek. That day was 27th January 2006, a day the boy will never forget.

The next day the boy took all his belonging that morning and catch a flight to Kuching by 12.55 p.m without saying goodbye with a heavy heart. Till now the boy still the same person who he was to be. He eats rice on a chinese bowl, he eat healthy foods, he rarely drinks(now he had stopped) appreciates everyone just as what she had taught him. Somehow he missed Chan-Chua she used to cook for him.

Chan-Chua

Time past by and the boy continues his journey after three years as a FIG***R. Probably there would be something...

East Valley Camping ended...

Phew.. after a tiring and fun journey at East Valley Camp, Serian it makes me think about how great life is. This experiences will be compile in details in the next blog. This programme is held for both IPTAR and IPR and I met lots of friends from IPTAR not to forget the "sumandaks" hehe there are many Sabahans at IPTAR. Sadly during the last day, my camera ran out battery, when I changed the battery I found out that the replacement batteries was ran out of power then there goes my last chance to take picture for the last event. Anyway I'll update it ASAP.

Keep on Fighting!!!

Friendship...

In this continuous fighting blog of mine I would like to share with all of you and whoever you’re about something I learned. It’s something about friendship. My old friend told me that friendship is gift from us for ourselves. Believe it or not when we meet someone who shares the same chemistry with us whether they have almost the same thought and approach or not but we felt comfortable with this person then it’s an open road that leads to friendship. Of course whether we have many friends or not, it’s how we try to maintain the chemistry between ourselves and them. There are some who always met with us in our daily life and those who you rarely heard about their whereabouts but we always know how they look, their habits, how they react to our remarks and behavior.

I’ve lots of friends and they come any color, any ages and approach. Sometime I remember their faces and names, and some of them called by the lord continuing their journey. For me, wherever I go I bring a piece of them and so they’re. Sometime we have to choose who can be our friend because we don’t feel comfortable with their approach and behavior and I had seen much of it. One thing for sure I don’t choose who should be my friend, anyone can be my friend except those who threat me badly (when I tried my best to be their friend) and those who bring negative auras (bullies, so-called thugs, social problem and mentally ill bastard).

Here are my conclusions:

1. Never ever being selfish in anything you have or do with them because someday you might get problems same as them. Who knows you might get sheltered from the authority for the crimes you committed.

2. Never ever neglect them (alone) when you met someone special in your life because when that special person leaves you, where should you go then? I have seen lots of person like and they end up alone without friends.

3. Watch our words because words are sharper than any blade in world (even Excalibur or Taming Sari) whether we want to comment or making fun of them because the Excalibur and Taming Sari might end up to your head.

4. Flexible when dealing with different types of friend. There are some friends who can't get along each other and you have to deal with it. Try to connect them because there is probably a wrong string attached between them, untie it and match the right string between them. (No wonder my computer 's power supply always blow up)

5. Talks to them and asked them whether they’ve problems. Make they feel comfortable and calm when they express their problems. Hear their every word so that they felt appreciated. Help them in any way you can. There are times when I’ve problems and they come to help me.

6. Appreciates every word they said about you even the BAD one!! Because we don’t how bad it’s until they told us.

7. Every person has talents, uncover it, build it, guide them and encourage them. It might be useful to them in the future. You’ll feel blessed when things go the right way. Some of my friend become really good in mathematic, computer, networking, public speaking, debates, writing,

8. Love them for what they’re not what they have. Be just and fair person. We’re not the right person to judge them but to guide them to be a better person.

9. Enjoy and share your life with them. Bring them together when you’re traveling. It wouldn’t be as enjoy as it‘s without them. I had went to wonderful places like Thailand, Penang, KL, Perlis, Pulau Langkawi and many more during mid-semester break at the university and best of all I went with different friends!! Next year I want to go to Pulau Tioman and JB!!

10. The last one is my way of changing their auras. I live on the aura, the atmosphere of the people surround me. Negative thought and behavior deplete my aura and I might end up pale and expired!! Give advice and thought about the consequences and effect of their conduct to their future and health. Some of my friends stopped drinking and smoking. Now some of them have a healthy life and at the same time my auras are saved. Appreciates them just like you appreciates your family, call them when you miss them because it might too late. I have friends called by the lord that I haven’t got the chances to know them better especially Edwin due to bone cancer. Friends wherever you are, may you rest in peace and I’ll never forget the moments we have together. Hope all of you get along there.

Can you apply that in your friendship? I’m not saying that I’m a great person but I had been through all that all this time and get along quite well with them.

KRS Camping!!!

Next week we (KRS) will undergo our camping trip to East Valley at Serian in short notice. We'll start our journey in the morning(6 a.m.) on Monday (four days and three nights). What interest me the most is we had been informed about it from yesterday!!

Just now we had done preparing the equipments after practicum briefing(which started this morning). I almost ran out of aura this week. Tonight we're going to have music class. For those who wanted to join KPLI, take a while and think about it. I don't really cared much about it because I choose this profession wholeheartedly. 5 months of misery if you want to call it but for me it's 5 months of hard work and struggle just to fulfil my dream next year and after.

So are you a fighter?

Love? Part 1

It's about sharing and caring. Of course every person in this world needs love because human want someone care about them, they want to express their feeling toward each other. This time I will tell a story about a boy.

For the first time in his life the boy has feeling towards a girl in his school. The girl was his junior by one year. Everyday the boy eagerly wake up early so that he never miss the bus to school just to wait the girl at the school gate. Along the way the boy talks about all things that he can ever imagined as long as he get the chance to meet her and talk to her. Everyday the boy tried his best to help the girl in her studies. The boy realized that he is not doing quite well in his studies so every evening after school time the boy came to the school to study. Day by day, the boy had improved in his studies and his exam result was much better than the last time. Within time, the boy able to assist the girl in her studies.

A year past... the boy continued his study in matriculation. He missed the girl so much. During the mid-semester break he takes the opportunity to meet the girl but not as often as he can during the break. The boy's feeling towards the girl never fade. After a year the girl continue her study in matriculation at Labuan and the boy pursue his degree at peninsular. They rarely met after that. Sadly, the boy didn't have the courage to tell the girl about his feeling because he didn't want their friendship to break.

For three years the boy regretted how fool he is when he has every chances to do so. After he finished his studies, the boy worked at a factory as a production manager, here the boy embark on one of his journey...