Rusted...

Time passing by as I watch myself on the mirror. Reflecting what time has done to me. I try to smile but my eyes... full of uncertainty. I started to lose it.... I barely know myself anymore. I tried to figure( it out), yet I'm in vain of myself. It's like a whole part of me is dying. I'm drifting.... with the flow of life; full of uncertainty...

Wondering....
What I'm doing....
When it'll end....
I want to rest....

In deep slumber...

Vacation at Santubong Resort

Our journey to Santubong starts around 1p.m.

This image reminds me about road safety. Found it at the petrol station.

Finally after half an hour journey we arrived at Santubong Resort!!

The room quite spacey especially when I'm the only person who stays here huhu...

What else can I asked more than a wide screen flat panel tv?

My favourite spots! The verandah, I just love the view outside while taking a sips of tea...

Both Sam and Siew just can't enough of playing PS2...

Things I like to do the most....enjoying the view of life

The nearby golf course...forgot to bring my 'golf sets' LOL

The beach is quite beautiful...

Initially we set the fire here for BBQ...

Then we've to move on to other spot which is quite far from the first one. Pity to my friends, they've to carry all the equipments even the coal(still on heat) to the new spot!!

The so-called golf VIP didn't like us having BBQ near the golf course which I believed located a few hundreds metres from them..

Me, enjoying the VIEW... how I wish this moments never stop...

Reflecting on my past...

The greatest art of all time... I call it .... nah it's just Siew burried in sands

The ladies did it LOL

Wonderful view that caught my eyes...

Our models lifting the light at the back, such a nice snaps...

The sunset...

Now, this doesn't have anything to do with any dragonball movies or .....(you just fill it)

Me, trying to catch the sun from setting down...

After that, we bring all the stuffs back to my room and we spent the night at my room. In midnight, we went to the nearby bistro and karaoke while watching Manchester United beats Wigan by 5-0. What a great night...

The next day, we packed all our belonging and get ready to check-out. Before that, we went for breakfast at the cafe and proceed to the swimming pool.

Mount Santubong

Selalang?

Now in most place you wouldn't find this. What is it? Well it's a.. BUS STATION and I wonder, does the bus stops 'here'


When I'm almost dying of boredom, I tried to figure out this cubic puzzle and the least I can is what you see above... Latest update 2010 Finally I can solve it under 5 minutes


Festival during weekend


Wherever I go, there is always a creature(s) begging for my Pringles ang Mr Potato


Our kampung style house, I just loved it


Not far from our house, this is where we spend our day waiting for the bus.


The sawmil factory the economic generator in Selalang


Our kitchen


The cat again...


The jetty...

SK Mandor Aris, Selalang

Tapak perhimpunan murid-murid.

Murid-murid semasa perhimpunan. Ke kanan lurus!

Kiosk menyimpan BBM.

Pejabat. Di sinilah saya menggunakan mesin 'laminate' dan fotostat seoptimum yang boleh.

Bilik guru di awal pagi.

Bila lapar, pergi lah ke pantry RMT

Budak-budak masa makan.

Majlis perpisahan kepada cikgu Hamilah yang telah pun berpindah ke Julau.

Melatih pasukan bolasepak untuk Piala Perak. 2 minggu sahaja masa yang ada berbanding sebulan persediaan dari sekolah lain. Walaupun kalah, mereka dapat pengalaman berharga. Tak sempat nak lihat perlawanan mereka di SK Sarikei sebab pagi mengajar.

Aktiviti Ko-k. Menyediakan murid-murid untuk perkhemahan yang akan dijalankan nanti(dah dijalankan pun).

Taklimat Laungan Agung.

Demonstrasi Laungan Agung Pengakap.

Dan bila lapar, boleh tumpang merasa masakan budak-budak tunas puteri.

Kasut mesti susun dahulu baru masuk kelas.

Murid-murid pemulihanku. Cuma seorang tak hadir.

Antara aktiviti di dalam kelas pemulihanku.

Aktiviti masa lapang di waktu petang. Menangkap biawak!!

Who is friend?

Actually I don’t like to tell a sad ending story but that is a part of my life in reality. I learned a lot from it and always ready for any consequences that might happens. Friends kill my loneliness by being always there with me with their support and joke. They always there when needed. I believe they always they’re always there for me. They’re those who understand us, worried to death with us, those who live together with us in ups and downs of life, those who laugh in tears, those who won’t leave us even though they miss the flight, those who rather hungry waiting for us to join them for lunch or dinner, those who defends us and deaf their ears when others talk bad about us, those who ‘kill our enemy’, our problems, our doubt and our loneliness rather then seeing us die in dullness. They come before we ask them to, remind us to take our medicine when we’re sick, called us when we missed them, never question for reasons when we asked for help, texting (sms) us when we’re coming, scold us when we make stupid decision, and assure us when we re unsure of it.

They can be our motivators, our doctors when we’re sick, our teachers when we’re lost, our brothers and sisters when we have none, our drivers when we’re coming for an interview at unknown places, our shelters when we’re stranded, our lawyers when we’re accused / sued, our bodyguards from dangers, our kevlars from shot and our die hard fan supporters even though we played against their team…(you can add yours)

So what else do we expect from a FRIEND? They’re not perfect and so do us. It’s the imperfects make them able to do that. We’re not perfect but we’re able to do it.

Killing Machine?

On June 22^{nd 2009}, I woke up as usual (typical me) only to find out that both of my palms were covered by blood!! I was shocked! The blood on my palms was dried and it’s red in colour. What has happened last night? Worried I turned my head to the right only to find out that my partner (DJ Pub) was missing from his bed. I get my butt off the bed and look for him. Phew... he was taking a bath. Relief on what happens; I quickly washed both of my palms at the sink before he saw me.

In the afternoon while having my lunch, I wondered why my palms were covered in blood that morning. Somehow, I just can’t recall it. The last I remember, I was typing something on my laptop and somehow I ended on the bed with both of my palms were covered in blood. Whose blood is it? Where did it come from? Why I can’t remember what happened last night? I lost my focus for the whole day. After done with my unfinished lunch I walked together with my partner to our house (rent). Along the way I tried to figure out the mystery.

Arrived at the house, the house owner asked us about what happened last night. He said that he heard frequent tapping sound on the wall and floor (he lives above us). My partner said that he didn’t hear anything last night. I also gave the same answer. The mystery keeps on wander on my head. Dead for answer I took out my handphone and open the text message sent by my friend yesterday without reason to keep me away from the mystery. While reading some of the message, I found a message that gives me an answer. Like a lightning hitting an amnesia person right to the skull, I remember what has happened last night. I looked up on the ceiling and the walls to assure it.

That night I was typing one of my assignment and it was late at night (can’t really remember the time) then came this pesky-annoying creatures keep on disturbing me from doing my assignment. My patience was burst up, I just can’t stand it. The creatures keep on surrounding me and biting me. I have no choice but to unleash my resolute to end this. I chased and patted it with both of my hands one by one endlessly without leaving the one on the wall and the ceiling that none of it left to disturb me. Hundreds of their dead bodies were on the ceiling, walls and on the FLOOR! A primary 2 pupil (refer to math syllabus) can count how many dead bodies were on the floor. I almost depleted my aura and decided to turn off my laptop and went to sleep without realizing my palms was covered with blood. No wonder. These blood-sucking creatures deserve what they should have; tp die on my hand.

Sorry, there is no picture of these damn creatures on this post because they’re all DEAD. Well, I have to clean up the floor before the house owner finds out. Keep On Fighting!!

New Destination Await?

Yeah, This morning I'll take the 7.30 a.m. express boat to Sibu and then proceed to my new home Selalang. I'll undergo 12 weeks of practicum at SK Mandor Aris(with my partner). It's going to be a new chapter on my life and everything seems blurry and that is something I have to face. No fight won without a struggle.

My bags(3 gigantic size) asking me "Are you sure you can do this?" By hook or by crook, I have to...

Now...what do I have to do when I arrive at Sibu...


So for the next 12 weeks, this blog will be haunted since I'm not around then...

Well the ends justify the means...Keep On Fighting!!!

My Holiday At Kuching!!!

5/6/2009

We started our journey by express boat around 11.15a.m. from Sibu and expected to arrive at Kuching by 5.00p.m.

View from the express boat...

The fisherman boats...

Me enjoying the view

Kuching passenger terminal

The next day

We went for an outing with my younger brother and two of my friends.

We take our lunch here at the Spring!!

Tepanyaki chicken with ABC special!! Yummy!!

Around 5.30p.m. we went to fourpoint by sheraton hotel. (Don't know why they want us to arrive early)

Signboard beside the lift...

Thomas and Angeline. Congratulation for both of you!!

Our menu for the night, sound delicious!!

Cutting the cake. The cake was sooo tall!!

Both families take a toast. I had to fight with other photographers to get a clear view.

Around 10.00p.m. me and my brother decided to proceed to our next agenda... So I congratulate and give farewell to both of them and we proceed to Pop Wave!!

Upon arrival, my friend had booked the place just for 7 of us. Huhu... I managed to sang a couple of song. Sadly there are no new song but at least there are XPDC song huhu...

Me wondering which song to sing next. Hm...

We sang all night long, it has been a while I haven't and I used all my energy that I almost lost my voice that night. Man, i get carried too much sometime hehe...

Around 2 a.m. we take supper around the city.(I don't know what the place called)

7/6/2009

Wake up around 8 a.m. and friend called up asking me whether I want to join them to the swimming pool. Sound cool(beside I delayed my departure to Kapit for another day)

Kurang manis...

The view was great. Can't wait to get into the water.

Ima and the flamboyant couple Azhar and Maya

Azhar and Maya own child. They boy resemble his father and the girl resemble her mother. Each of them have their parent looks.

Sam making the naughty face and Ima. Sam, you can give me your watch as gift from a friend hehe...

Around 2.00p.m. we went back. One thing for sure...I lost my boxer!! I don't know where I put it when I changed my clotch. Hehe...

After we arrived at the house I get my things pack for tomorrow. My handphone was 'kong' thankfully I brought together my old sony ericsson. Unfortunately that evening I don't have transport for outing. Sam's car still at the workshop(hit and run) and my younger brother was at somewhere else to take care of GF. So I spent my whole day till night at the house watching the tv(even the Indon drama which is very akward for me hehe...)

The next day at terminal, I take the opportunity to take a snap; the picture of life...

Well that is my 3 days vacation at Kuching. There are lots of picture taken but I can't upload all of it here because it would takes time for you to reload my webpage.

Have a great vacation!!!